Do you know the fear of passing moments?

Like being so close to a moment you’re dreaming about, but are afraid to let it pass.

And thus won’t?

Because if you would let it happen now, it will be passed by any second and thus gone.

And you might not have this moment ever again.

So you push it away every time you get close to it, in hope to save it for later.

For when it’s perfect.

Just to recognize at one point that it will never happen at all, since any chances for this moment have passed by now,

and you got to life’s short end.